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Asalammualaikum... ^^

hari yg cerah...

sejak cuti, tak sekali pon cikin update blog...

sorry guy's..

question for me..

r u okey??

answer...

no... ^^

seem when, i know that feeling...

i know that u never trust me...

never n ever again..

everything i said...

u never give me a change to to explain..

never want to hear my opinion..

u hurt me again n again..

seem like i'm nothing to u...

u know,

i really scared, when one by one come out from my memory..

because your word... 

your word is poison on me..

and it never have antidote..

even i cry every night..

no matter how hard i tryu never understand me right dad..
this is note for u..pernah tak sekali ayah cube paham ape yg ikin cube sampaikan..??walau untuk sekali...
walau sebanyak mane ikin cube pernah tak ayah percaya pada ikin.. ??
pernah tak bangga dengan kejayaan ikin..?? 
pernah ayah tertanye tak nape ikin jadi cam dlu tuh.. ??
mane ikin pegi??ape ikin buat???kenape pilih dorg sbgai kawan..kenape ikin tukar kelas...kenape ikin gaduh at kelas dlu..
seem like u never care about me..
dari kecik sampai skarang..your eye...i know... i'm useless right...
dad i'm tired to make u proud with me...really tired..i just want to hear u said this word.."i proud with u"
ckp lah kalo ayah tak skew ikin ambik course ni..ckp lah nak ikin berhenti dr study..
dr dlu... u make this as the topik..hurt me again & again...it's really hurt dad..

tell me what u want..i will try to understand dad..really..i'm tired... my heart is really hurt..

can u hear i'm scream can u see i'm crying..please.. 

ps/ i love u dad... <3