Small thing's maybe...

10 kali aku 2lis n padam... this time no want to delete anymore....

just nak kongsi gan korang something about last Wednesday.... bukan lah cite yg aku nak agong2 kan just nak kongsi, rase2 nak bg pendapat dialukan..... bab i feel so3 stupid right know....

I FIGHT WITH MY MOM....

bende plg bodoh yg aku pernah buat rasenye.... b'4 that, ade gak gaduh tapi tak teruk cam ney..... resenye p'gaduhan kali ney.... susah nak digambakan.....

MY FEELING....

marah... geram... sedih... benci... n ternyata perasaan bersalah pon turut hadir, kalo tak takkan aku pose bende ney kan.... i take 2 hours  for this pose... tak nak lagi pendam perasaan tu... serius sakit rasenye.... 
every second want to cry, coz i'm too close with my mom's, but when this thing happen, i feel like.... uhhh no easy to said.... and i never talk with my mom's anymore..... last aku bercakap gan die time gaduh tu lah... dgn nada yg... rase nye korang tau kalo org tgh marah camner kan.... 

WHAT HAPPEN ACTUALLY...

can i keep secret 4 this section... just 4 me, coz kalo aku 2lis b'makne aku nak ingat bende tu, but this, i no won't to remember anymore... and i wish, this whole thing is not happen and just a dream... really

kalo lah dunia ney mmg wujid pari2, mcm cite dongeng, rase nye kat mane aku skarang.... on HELL?? maybe right... 

WHAT I AM THINKING RIGHT KNOW...

how can i make it  to turn this back, even i know this thing is not easy to back to normal again.... how can i continue my life without remember this... how can i smile back to her... how can i talk with her like the past... it's arrrrrr.....

MY REACTION AFTER THAT FIGHT...

really mad... feel like nak lari rumah jer, betol... (dlm hati) aku betol2 nak nangis...


hakikat.... aku cume denga lagu (tak nak fight lagi, so tutup telinga gan earfon).... download lagu.... tido, but sampai sekarang yg jadi... aku dah tak sentuh nasi.... aku dah tak banyak cakap (senang tak ckp lansung gan mak aku tu)... aku buat tak tau jer kat sume bende yg t'jadi kat dlm umah ney.... rase cam malas nak ambik tau....

KESIMPULAN AKU....

EGO... pd aku, aku anak, so aku lah yg kene mintak maaf kan... but i am egoist ... that why, i am still can't do it...

LITTER NOTE FROM ME...

ekin betol2 mintak maaf mak... i don't mean it to hurt you... ekin tau, ekin dah buat mak nagis... but please understand me too... 

.... (-_-) it's 3:47 AM know.... i should get to sleep right, maybe it can give me more relax ... ha3 if!!!... k daaa muahhh