next step???

Cak!!!...
i know what you thinking about... 
how your result?? right??
hahahahhahahahaha
just NOT TO GOOD..


status : confuse....

next step that i should take right now??
1- repeat my exam
because my result tak sampai pointer layak masuk mana2 IPTA... feel sad.... ha3 (salah sendiri, tanggung sendiri) 


2- start from below back, i mean take diploma...
     
a few of my classmate want to repeat back this exam.... they ask me if i want to join them... but my other friend want me to start from below back and get my dream, they said this time to you to think about your self...
my dad just said, what ever you decide I'll accept... his not angry but sound like his disappointed with me... 
arrrrr... so confuse, i have 2 choices right now... my destiny might change depending on which one i choose....  sorry i take this sentence from one of my favorite song, ^-^
but i really no want to choose the wrong way anymore.... i have dream, just like everyone...
but that way to go and caught my dream it's impossible right now... maybe, i don't know....


GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND MY WAY...... (^-^) xoxox